I had a discussion today with someone about what I should do with myself when I get done with school. Well, at least this portion of school. I have the GI bill paying for all of my flight training and even more education when I make the move to Cali. It was highly suggested that I stay in Moses Lake to finish up further ratings such as Multi Engine, Flight Instructor, and maybe more. I simply can’t. I know there’s ways around my unhappiness here but it’s truly starting to fatigue me. Every quarter here is nothing but stress for ridiculous reasons. My financial aid usually gets messed up, flight is always delayed, work tends to spill over into what little ‘me’ time I have and my social life is non-existent. Allergies (which is a new thing in my life) are really taking their toll on me. The landscape here disgusts me, mainly because it literally looks like Iraq. Not joking either. I truly try to keep a positive outlook on things here but it’s so damn difficult.
It’s time to start settling down to a life standard that I want to live. I want to have a place to call home. Being wild and free isn’t quite my cup of tea though I live like it now. The single life sucks and I’ve done and found myself too many times to not have moved on to bigger and better things.
I need to reclaim myself and bring out what makes me happy in life.
I’m tired and I’m going to bed, though its only 930 at night… Hurumph.