As the sun went down tonight I had a familiarly eerie feeling that I haven’t had in a long time. I felt a little uneasy in a way. It’s the same sunset I’ve seen when I realized my life is about to make a change. I want to be in control of it but I don’t think I can. It’s an extremely lonely feeling I felt. I feel like a kid that’s run away from home and finally hit the edge of everything I thought I wanted.

A part of me wondered today if I should forget about trying to satisfy others and just do what I do.


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